Level of Honesty

I was promoted at work not too long ago. With this promotion comes a new schedule; this schedule does not allow for days off with my woman, which is something I've always been able to manage. I've put in the request for different days off; don't know how long that'll take. But it's taking a toll on our relationship.

And along with the toll comes a new level of honesty. We were talking about relationshippy stuff, which I need to say for the record always bites me on the ass, and she told me that she has a tendency to get bored and want a new relationship. My ability to over-analyze any situation in a single second, coupled with my superstrength insecurity immediately jumps me ahead to the logical conclusion that she's trying to tell me that she's looking to lose me.

There's just too many things pointing that way, in spite of her protestations to the contrary, and it's making me very wary. The problem is that I have no one I can talk to about this, because all my close friends are hours away, and all the rest are friends we share, or her friends that I don't trust.

It's starting to eat me alive.